Saturday 3 October 2015

Weirdos! Weirdos everywhere!

So the past few days i have been away with my mum, i tagged along with her on one of her conferences. Is no where fancy just a holiday inn, but i liked the idea of a few days away from home and also the thought of using there spa and gym facilities wasn't totally off putting.
 Yesterday morning after breakfast i decided to go to the gym, hadn't been in a while and i like that pain you get from working out, means your doing something right. I only spent 45 minutes in the gym, as i only use like 3 machines then decided to go for a swim. I was so looking forward to swimming as hadn't been in like 10 years maybe longer. Arrived in the pool area and it had the sun loungers round it everyone was sitting on these loungers of course, no one was actually swimming, that would be stupid! I was just in the pool all like 'do you mind if i work on my cannonballs?' anyway, i got out of the pool for a bit to try out the sauna, i had never been in one before and was very excited to give it a try. Five minutes in and some weirdo guy came in and started talking to me. The reason i say he's weird is he has clearly seen me walk in and followed me in, also i find talking to other people in enclosed places uncomfortable and the fact your in swimwear is just awkward. What made it even creepier is that he bought up the fact that people can die if they stay in saunas too long, i was thinking to myself are you planning on killing me?, at the same time i was also thinking i can outstay you in here you big weirdo, even if i do die. So that was the first incident that occurred.
 Later that day, evening, interior hotel bar- i had just finished meeting mum for what i thought was dinner, was a naff buffet, i say naff, i'm just fussy, so i decided to go to the bar to get a drink and a light bite. I sat down the nice lady bought over my drink and i tucked into my nachos. What i hadn't mentioned is there was a cheesy piano player serenading us whilst we sat in the bar, i think you know where this is going. Once he had finished his 'set' he went to the bar to get a drink, then for some reason felt it his mission in life to come talk to me. I was pleasant enough, to both him and the previous gentleman, but what i don't understand is why me?! ha To put it into context basically i always attract a good weirdo, male or female, they are drawn to me, always have to talk to me, always sit next to me, even as i am writing this in the hotel bar now a gentleman has come and sat on the sofa opposite me when there a million seats free.
 What i'm really trying to get at is, i'm comfortable with my own company, which i know a lot of people aren't. So when i'm on my own i don't want people intruding on my space, my time away from everything. Is that so much to ask? I'm not always comfortable on my own, i get awkward and always check my phone, play with my hands, keep checking in my bag, all the signs of anyone with social anxiety. But when i am in a place when i am happy on my own, weirdos come along and remind me why i shouldn't be. ha Stranger Danger!!!!!!
I'm probably not completely comfy on my own actually, otherwise why else would i be on a laptop in a hotel bar? oh yeah to keep the freaks at bay! xx

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